troubled n depressed

argh!!! help all of a sudden i feel so troubled. oh no im faling into depression le. like thers something weighing on e heart. el oral, amaths mock. arh!!!! =((( i dun wna be depressed. im clearly nt emoing. how???

feel like dying, but i don wna die.best if they can abolish olvl. so not myself can?? maybe im presurring myself. walk n work at my own pace. tmr gt pe! yay. must relax n unwind le. no more projs so i no longer have to sacrifice pe for projs le =DDDDDDDDD im goin jump buildins if i don get to play durin pe tmr. curse if it rains :(

how can i help myself destress arh?? n im feelin dizzy. minor headache comin up. i neeeeeed chocs!!!