难过

im seriously 难过now. so damn 难过. n its nt cos of prelims, well, partly. these few days are pretty emo. nt exactly, cos im 难过. ya L1R5 is high. so im 难过. but main reason is cos of disappointment bah.

disappointed cos i had too high hopes for myself, n for something. 心越来越灰了. but the something is not my main cause of 难过. seriously i have so much things to 难过abt. i need some medicine for the emotional heart! i dont know whr to find it =(

random. days are hot/warm.

until 3oct till the end of official sch. im really going to spend my time fruitfully to make the best of it, my "last days" in cch.

with the fan blowing at me, not so 难过now.

n im goin to study!! yay!! tmr is the starting of 1-month countdown to o lvls. so from tmr onwards i'll post a non-official entry counting down to os every day =) then i shall be online as less frequently as possible(alfap). in other words IM ON HIATUS =)

should have done that long ago. i hope its not too late.