thoughts

7things outing today! but din feel very happy tho i sort of looked forward to it. mayb cos of outfit ba. wasnt very comf. am gettin new clothes! n went sing! coldddddddd! n im quiet n sian today. ppl say de. bcos of hair? shirt? pants? shoes. lol gt a surprise in e room:DDDD el n cl songs:DD n e esc/www outin? pls dont let this be e last 7things outing, altho it might be:( i mean this year la. dont care if im greedy n want more nt contented or what, but really! sometimes happiness doesnt come from contentmnt, altho most of e times it does la. nt tryin to make ppl sad, n sry if i did.

goin tmr but wont think gymmin n all, cos attire is inappropriate. lan de huan hehheh.

some thoughts(main focus):

- they are everyone's idol cos they dont talk much. u are everyone's jinx bcos u talk too much. but seriously i wudnt use jinx on u, cos ure nt one. so dont behave like one.

- its time to reflect le. u push all blames to other ppl, n u? u think ure nt at fault eh? but imo, its all ur fault. so shut up, stop complainin n face e wall. ure a loser who doesnt think/ know hes a loser. ure nt who u think u are. in fact, ure worse.

- ure a nobody. dont act/ talk like ure somebody.

- its nt ur clothes or ur behaviour u gta change. its u who gta b changed.

- u nid foresight. since ure shortsighted u nid foresight even more.

- its ur decision. nv depend on others. n whatever decision u make, dont regret.

profound eh?

currently waitin for hair to grow. to former length so i can tie like before. or even better. dont care if its kuku or old fashioned. its what i want. at least for now. n perhaps i'll rebond cos dont like hair to curl when its nt supposed to. hair on head ok, nt anywhr else. left side curls while rite side doesnt. looks weird! n i dont really like short hair(on mysef la), on oths ok la, its their choice mah. i don like(if i dont) oso cant say anything:)

xmas is comin. ok off to slp cos tmr gt work. n dno what to cont oso. n how bt a shoppin outin? budget one? hus for it? 7things? ssb? it? alone?!