whee i found a new blogskin! and ha! its 2 am now lei. LOL felt like going out suddenly. not watching movies shopping etc but like catch up!!! hahahah so long nv see frens le lol i feel la. everyday sch sch sch. lol no life sia. and still gt so many tutorials not completed, i think i'll die. where is the old beiying?!?!?! OMG COME BACK!!!!! i seriously cannot tahan le la!! lol holding on. holding on so that i wont break. but i don know how long more i can hold ever. im not rubber you know. neither am i elastic or what. but if i break i hope got superglue. at least i wont remain broken.

i wondered who in the world invented money. if we din have to earn money we din have to work. and we din have to go to sch. and we would not have stress and its complications. i don know since when i began to think the world might be a better place if money din existed. it might sound ridiculous, but if we din have much to worry...

we might still be leading primitive lives now. i will not be typing this now. but we will be free from a lot of stress, i think. it will be better if humans werent that clever, trying to do everything. i think. seems childish and impossible, and i might even be criticised for not facing up to reality, but thats what a tired person thinks. a tired person whos trying not to break. really hard.

im tired. but i don want to slp. cos i still wan to wake up. what if i dont?

if only we had a reset button to reset everything. then i wouldnt be beiying. then i wouldnt be so tired. life might be a bed of roses. no not roses. roses have thorns. life will be fairytale. and they lived happily ever after. well, im happy now, but yet, not happy.

when can i be not tired. when can i live my ideal life. in my dreams?

and my dream :D