Hmmm, I feel sad.

Dissapointed?

I don't know, I suddenly feel maybe poly's more suitable for me.

I think getting into JC is A BIG MISTAKE.

Life would be better if I went poly. I wouldn't be so sad.

Can I still go poly after everything? I mean seriously. Someone tell me please.
Can I still go poly after A levels, and hopefully Uni?
Like when I'm 20plus or something. I wouldn't mind.
Please, helpful someone?

I just hope these times of sadness will go away. And never return.

I think maybe one day I'll end up as a writer.

Where did all the happiness go?